my life is going nowhere. hardly any friends. acquaintances ignore or annoy me.
my body is deteriorating. my mind is deteriorating. my support network doesn't quite work.
my family betrayed me. i don't know what to do.
It is really hard when you feel like that. Do you have a friend you can talk to? I don't mean loads of friends - if you have one that you feel you can confide in, please do. It may well be the case that others are not aware of how you feel.
It's really really easy (unfortunately) to retreat into yourself and close down without realising the extent.
For your life going nowhere - start a diary and record everyday things, including all the victories, large and small. Then you will have something to look back over when you feel nothing is going right.
Some days a victory might be meeting up with someone, or finishing off a tune; on another day it might be getting changed out of your pyjamas or doing the washing up.
Statistics: Posted by Bunny_boy — Thu Mar 13, 2025 8:48 am